寻。觅

回首过去，目瞰当前，只慨物事人非事事休。
寻寻觅觅，扪心自问，骤然发现心中那被遗忘的自己
如梦初醒，不再沉醉于自我寻求的世界，那看似完美的世界。
昨日已为过去，今日犹新，明日无人知晓；
一切交托予神手中， 愿神掌管与祝福。


人生中有些事情就似鸡蛋一旦被煮熟后，就已无法恢复原状般 -- 再也会不去了。
老套却实际的一句:勉强是没有幸福的。
歉

Challenging~A heavy heart

11 Aug 2007
Not feeling too gd these dayz. Struggling.
Wonder how could I do thgs right. It's real challenging. Everythg i do could bring to significant impact. Taking a wrong step would tangle thgs...n add up to complication.
n I can c the complexity now.. -_-
Pray for guidance.

-Remain in prayer-

24 July 2007

It's a real real painful decision...

I tried to escape frm the reality but I knw I shouldn't.

At this point I must admit that I'm too weak & helpless... but I thank God for being with me all the time.

I trust God~ I believe in His wonderful plan for me.The road ahead seems tough, but is brimming with hope & light. let's keep moving on. Pray for direction & guidance.

little notes~Losing ipod reminded me of this: when i m ready to accept something, I must be ready for it to be taken away too. That's life. Learn to receive, learn to lose.

-less confused,but painful-

19 July 2007

Back frm Melbourne.

An 'unconventional' trip...

A lot of things happened, happy n unhappy, n everyone is confused.

Only God knows what's going on~

I believe there r lessons to be learnt behind everything.

Keep my faith in God~



photos:http://s203.photobucket.com/albums/aa26/kaileeGan/melbourne%20trip/

~the conference, the confidant~

5 July 2007
Back from Nav Conference 2007~
It was a real real good 1. Many things I have learnt from there, many ppl I've met in there - my life-long frenz n soul-mates~
Thank God for all that=)
Besides meeting all those wonderful people there, I was given the chance to get to know a new self----- whom i never discovered b4. I'm amazed by what God's done in me n in others~
Those unforgettable moment will alwayz be in my mind. (no damage of memory card ^^)

(In the midst of these joy&excitement, I've been challenged with some ques in head n i'm still searching for the ans. Pray that God will guide me to them~~ )

-joy in heart, abit confused in mind-



photos:http://s203.photobucket.com/albums/aa26/kaileeGan/Navigators%20Conference%202007/

another level

20 June 2007
2nd paper(stat 272) tmr~
hav prepared my heart to go for the battle:)
was reading my previous entries(abt 1/2 year ago) n was surprised with what was in my mind back then~ er...did i actually write them??
exams, every1 is fighting like crazy for it, every1 is stressed...
i was one of them too. but now, i knw it's juz a test in life, a test that gets us to the next level. nothing much, nothing to be feared of. ^^
we'll get it over very soon n continue where we were to where we'll b~
doing my best=)
thank God~

-peace in heart-

doing my Best~

4 June 07
m preparing for final sem 1 '07.
time rockets n it's come to exam time again.
feeling towards it is very different frm laz yr. At least, im aware of what im doing & my purpose of life. exams r not juz for exams & study is not for exams, but learning.

~ i'll do my best & let God do the rest~

-fearless-